Hello,
Found these beautiful bluebells in a wood near to me. I had Chemo number seven the other day. I needed to cheer up and went here to take some photographs. The wood was deserted and I sat on a log feeling very sick and fatigued, but very happy. I sat and watched and listened to the birds singing. They were singing to me and telling me to enjoy the spectacle around me, as I was still here. I am extremely happy around nature, I always have been, but never so much as recent times. Perhaps I have taken nature too much for granted, thinking I will always be able to see it. Anyway I have never seen the bluebells look more beautiful.
I had a job to walk on the rough ground in the wood as my feet have gone numb, the numbness is slowly creeping up my legs. Oncologist says it is the chemo affecting the nerves and if they get too bad I will have to stop the treatment as the numbness could be permanent. I am now in a predicament. If I stop treatment then will it be enough to kill the cancer cells. If I do not stop and I live, how bad will nerves be affected. I am carrying on for now and hoping damage will not be too bad. I am too scared to stop treatment.
Found these beautiful bluebells in a wood near to me. I had Chemo number seven the other day. I needed to cheer up and went here to take some photographs. The wood was deserted and I sat on a log feeling very sick and fatigued, but very happy. I sat and watched and listened to the birds singing. They were singing to me and telling me to enjoy the spectacle around me, as I was still here. I am extremely happy around nature, I always have been, but never so much as recent times. Perhaps I have taken nature too much for granted, thinking I will always be able to see it. Anyway I have never seen the bluebells look more beautiful.
I had a job to walk on the rough ground in the wood as my feet have gone numb, the numbness is slowly creeping up my legs. Oncologist says it is the chemo affecting the nerves and if they get too bad I will have to stop the treatment as the numbness could be permanent. I am now in a predicament. If I stop treatment then will it be enough to kill the cancer cells. If I do not stop and I live, how bad will nerves be affected. I am carrying on for now and hoping damage will not be too bad. I am too scared to stop treatment.