Well been some time since I was last here. I wasn't up to much for ten days after the chemotherapy, some days worse than others. Since Saturday I have felt much better so I am trying to enjoy my good days before we start all over again on Wednesday. My hair has started falling out now. I am grey of course but had a good mop of hair. If it goes I will not mind too much though, it will be interesting to see what I look like bald if it all goes. I was talking to a lady yesterday that has been through the same treatment as me three years ago and she said her hair has grown back even better than it was before her treatment. Not as dry and course like hair goes when it becomes grey.
You never know I might grow jet black hair back that I had as a young man. I might in fact become younger again. I always thought when I was younger that I would not age like other mere mortals but stay forever young, perhaps this is the turning point ha ha. Perhaps I was mistaken and my body was meant to age and it was my mind that would never age. I do not feel any different to when I was twenty one. I still think the same, I still like all the things I did then and still get just as excited about life as I did then. I know I will never be old in my mind like some people of my age seem to be and get very grumpy about everything. I am very lucky to still enjoy everything and be passionate about being alive.
I Just dropped off my youngest son for his induction courses as a mental health nurses. He has just finished three years training and starts a new job very soon. Two days induction then he will be on the wards, fantastic. Ok time to put on the coffee machine and enjoy another of lifes pleasures. Bye for now.
Paul x.
You never know I might grow jet black hair back that I had as a young man. I might in fact become younger again. I always thought when I was younger that I would not age like other mere mortals but stay forever young, perhaps this is the turning point ha ha. Perhaps I was mistaken and my body was meant to age and it was my mind that would never age. I do not feel any different to when I was twenty one. I still think the same, I still like all the things I did then and still get just as excited about life as I did then. I know I will never be old in my mind like some people of my age seem to be and get very grumpy about everything. I am very lucky to still enjoy everything and be passionate about being alive.
I Just dropped off my youngest son for his induction courses as a mental health nurses. He has just finished three years training and starts a new job very soon. Two days induction then he will be on the wards, fantastic. Ok time to put on the coffee machine and enjoy another of lifes pleasures. Bye for now.
Paul x.